i dont know if its the aderrall or what but i am fucking drowning in depression right now. its been bad off n on but this is fucking awful. borderline suicidal awful. i havent felt like this in a while and i just can’t make it stop. maybe its jsut a combination of upping my adderall and starting my period idk. i feel so awful everything is just fucking awful
edit: finally disassociating. fucking finally.